Just a Wish....

Throughout my life
I have been through a lot
Ups & down...
Laughters & tears..
Joy & sadness
And i never give up
becoz i believe its all a big test for me

But now...
Im getting tired of all this
Why does happiness have to be my best enemy?
Why does it have to be so impossible for me?
I never ask for anything else in my life
Except for a true happiness
That i can share with my beloved children...

(sigh)

Ya Allah...im not going to ask U why.....just show me the way so i can taste the sweetness of happiness before i closed my eyes.....